Monday 30 August 2010

Lost...



I am confused and lost...

It's hard to explain why. I know why. It's my fault. And I can't change the past. The biggest mistake I did in my life.

The biggest.

And I left myself with nothing.

Monday 17 May 2010

Changes...


Everything constantly changes... :)

Sunday 9 May 2010

I can't be your friend...


Especially for Radu...

Wednesday 28 April 2010

Here and now...


... sitting at my window, smoking cigarette, thinking about life, so wide open like this window...

Wednesday 17 March 2010

Confused...



It's difficult...
... to be creative, to be inspired, to progress.

Thursday 4 March 2010

All the roads lead to Strzelce...

So surreal...

Morning I am there, evening I am here...
I am drunk and I feel high...

Back at home, my lovely dogs around, free whisky...

And Placebo in the background with my mum looking at TV like I was never there, not talking to her. I think we are all in love.

Here. Listen to this song. And fall in love in it with me...

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Na zdrowie...!

Wednesday 3 March 2010

Visit...

While walking today from Academy I noticed a film set around Wawel Castle...
They were using Arri Sun :) Very same one we used for SetBuild Project :) It was so nice to see all this. The only thing which was missing it was whole crew :D I think they all were in their buses having lunch or having their make-up done. I was staring like crazy at all that!

And another thing... Have you seen film Tarnation ? We have watched it today at lecture... crazy stuff, but I will recommend it.

And for now... few images from the weekend...



Thursday 25 February 2010

Finally all this started :)

Good news! It's all ON now... projects to do, readings, lectures...
It's all here! And it's all so interesting and time consuming!

I have 1 photography project, 3 performance projects and 2 videos to do :) They are very very interesting! I will be trying things I never did before! And 1 of the performances needs to be done on an International Art Festival INTERAKCJE www.interakcje.org in May ... This will be huge challenge for me!!
Besides all those projects I am attending lectures from History of Art and History of Modern Art as well as Discussions 'Reading an Image' in a Graphic Faculty :)

And town... Krakow is so so beautiful! Snow melted and spring is coming very quick now! If anyone wants to visit me here, feel free :) I have place where you can sleep and time to show you beautiful places! You are gonna fall in love with this City!


This is were I walk everyday...


This is were I live...

This is the Academy I am going to...

Tuesday 9 February 2010

Take me where I used to...


2 days till I move to Krakow...

Still looking for an inspiration... what is there? What will I do? Is it hard?

I am devastated by time passing by... it's hard to believe, but it's February and I feel useless.

Promises, promises. Never ever again...

Lifting myself up from the floor it's a painful process I am going through.
Wish me luck?


Friday 29 January 2010

The last girl in the town...


It started. Another episode. Not only in my life.
Denisa is off to Barcelona very soon - my dearest friend... Wish you all happiness in the world over there.
Szymon is moving rooms on his own - my partner... I hope all those books are not too heavy for him.
Me being off to Krakow very very soon... 4 months in
this beautiful town...

But for now... I am here on my own. In my old small town, where everyone left to do carriers, study, start up families...

So I am driving my car around my old small town on white roads, looking for familiar faces, but I can only find worn out places, where my memories almost washed-out of all colors and feelings.

This city is the last place you want to stop by, but here is my family, here I grew up, here are my roads I used to drive.

And here... I am the last girl in this town.